haunt my soul, heal

heal rav menachem, hashem.

downupdownupdownupupupupup up

danceup move jump breathe UP

in

I was there, some (much) how

bless you, m, for sharing this in bits

soothe

me.

write me a love note to me on my leg about my being light for me and not ever being able to take that away

not even with soap

scrub

me

but memememememememememe

I I I I I I I I I I I I I I

ich

ani

me, goddarnit

why are there so many parts, and why are those parts so blessed and light and fractured in this brilliant puzzle way that they fail to f-i-t in any one zone, on any one leg love note in pen

past shabbat of wonder-filled-ful

a list of catch upedness, so as not to forget, but also not misrepresent

the present

thank you for open channels that tighten the closed ones ever more so

thank you for prayer that lightliftshigher and i s o l a t e s

beyond what I -

I

who am I to

even

have a say

?