Wednesday, July 18, 2007

You know the feeling of knowing that you'll be able to move on and eventually let go regardless of the pain in the present? Knowing that what's eating at you day and night now, will one day dissipate? I feel that just that belief- knowing that things will be OK- is more painful than all the pain that is right now.

7 comments:

Anonymous said...

is this related to tisha b'av, (bt piety alert)?

Fajita said...

mm, not intentionally, no. enlighten me with the connection you see:)

Anonymous said...

Hmm...
Come again?

Are you gonna miss the pain, for the pain is bound with the painer?
And when that will ebb, so will your connection?
Is that what you mean?

Or,
Is it, that you will later be pained that you wasted your energy being in pain ?

Am i totally off?

Whatever it is,
know that not only WILL it be okay.
IT IS OKAY NOW !!
For He ONLY does okay stuff.

Fajita said...

Do I know you? Of course everything IS ok. No one said otherwise! It's just something I'm realizing- and you aren't off. I was going on A.

Avi said...

Holy crap! JOF was here '07! Too weird.

Faheet, don't be hatin' on BTs!

Fajita said...

oy, Jof, was I rude?

Anonymous said...

no not rude. i thought the link was obvious. yearning for moshiach and redemption (someone tell me the hebrew world please) for over 2000 yrs knowing we will be redeemed. if we didn't believe it was possible to be redeemed we'd have given up. we know it will all be ok, better than ok, better than it's ever been but we don't know when. link now clear?

and avi wash ur mouth out, holy crap indeed. mum says u've sucumbed to my written things scheme. thanks loook forward to reading it.